Unlucky yet happy day :D

HOORAY! The exam is finally over :D Another stressful exam in my course and I was being so stressful until all my pimples popped out on my face :'( I've tried the best in this exam but I know this is not my best. Nevertheless, I'll learn from my mistake :)

Me and my gang plus Alvin went straight to Genting after the exam just to shout out loud and release stress. We take the long long ride by bus and took a long long queue to play our first game in the outdoor theme park ---- bumper boat :D It was so fun and then suddenly....... started raining -.- Ohh Emm Gee! So dear sky, are you effing kidding us?! Godness gracious, and the rain was so damn heavily and all the rides are forced to close. Seriously disappointing since the point we got up to Genting is just to scream!

No choice, we decided to take our lunch and wait for the rain to stop. After lunch, not stop yet; after shopping, not stop yet; after playing bumper car, not stop yet! We were getting more upset but we still went out to the outdoor to check out what is still available, only the antique car, ghost house and teacup is opened. Pity Khen took the ghost house ride alone and he was complaining all the way! Hahaha. And those crazy fellows took the teacup ride for twice! So dizzy -.- Then was the lame lame antique car ride.

After playing whatsoever left in outdoor theme park, we at first decided to sing K, but too bad the girls can't stay too late, so we just had our Starbucks then go back on time. Then here come the second and third unfortunate things :\ Some ignorant foreigners and aunties cut into our line when we were queuing up for the shuttle bus >: ( That is damn annoying! Yet, we made friends with some Arabians and Irans in the bus! That was one of the fun part! :)

And then we were late for the bloody FIVE MINUTES and our bus left -.- After waited for almost an hour we decided to take cab back to KL and had our dinner.

There came my most unlucky thing :'( the superb nice and colourful skirt that I bought from Genting left in Khen's car :( I was planning to wear it tomorrow! SAD CASE. Tomorrow shall grab it back from him!

Finally, I shall conclude today as an unlucky day but I really did enjoy the day with my friends so much :D I love them! <3 I feel so thankful to have them cheering my day! :) Next time, we shall go Genting again, but please check the weather forecast before go o.o

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Thank God I'm living so well :)

I feel so relief and grateful to live in such a beautiful life right now :)

During the past weekends, I suddenly feel that I'm actually living very well in a enjoyable life, I have time for family, for my education, for my friend certainly and for myself. I can date anyone without worrying anything, I can do whatever I want without reporting to anyone, I can stay up for football match without worrying someone will mad at me. :)

In fact, I'm ready to love! :) To love everyone around me, I'm fully recovered :D

I love my life so much! I'm so thankful to God and also YOU, who made me feel that living without you isn't as bad as I thought :) I'm still TOUGH! <3

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Friendship that never fades with time :D

Oh Emm Gee! :D I had a really fun day today!

First, I had my second blood donation in my life! ;) which is really relaxing and painless, another meaningful day I've gone through, huhu.

The second thing which made my day is meeting up with my buddies, especially Shawn who I never seen him for months! :D

The guys brought me to cafe that I never been before, Family Broad Game :) That's really a relaxing place for games, we stayed at there for hours without realising how fast time passed D:

The funniest part of the day, is the game that Shawn introduce to me, The Message. The best card game that I've seen! :D It's superb exciting and mysterious! By the way, I got to meet a new friend in the cafe, who is very kind at first but cruel after I've learnt to play the game! Hahaha. Anyway, have to say thank to this SIFU! :D

Seriously, we need to meet up very very soon to play the game again, I'm kinda addicted to it! Haha

Meeting up with old friends is always fun! <3 Heart you guys!

Oh yahh, I've accidentally fallen in love with some BigBang's songs recently D: But not as mad as Bee Ngo, I still know how to control ;) Haha, yet the songs are really awesome! Hehe

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Let go...

Time heals, everyone knows time can heal, even me myself know that, but how long it take? One month, two months? One year, two years? Ten years? I don't expect myself to forget, I just want myself to let go, but why it is so difficult? :( Keep myself entertained with friends is the only way I can temporary forget you, but it's just temporary, a very very short while, my friends cannot be with me all the time. The loneliness after my friends left really kill me to death, all the memories strike into my mind all of a sudden, it's like it just happened yesterday. I'm surprised that sometimes I can forget that I'm already single, I still feeling like texting you.

Sometimes I'd wonder how are you? have you let go of me? are you happy with your life now? have you find somebody else who are better than me? have you forgotten everything? or... are you still loving me? :') Yes, so many questions about you still spinning in my head.

It's been so many nights I didn't sleep well, I listen to music until late night; sometimes I even cry..... :( Yes, I miss you, I don't know, don't know how to let go. Soon 25th Feb is gonna arrive, the day when all the happiness started. I know that I'll be extremely sad on that day, very very sad. Haix~ please, God, what I want is just let go of him, forget him.

Every single thing of my life can remind me of you easily. I went One U today, the place where we had so much memories, passing-by the places that we've joked, we argued, we flirted, we took photo, we laughed, we smile, every drop of memories still clearly in my mind. I can't take it, can't take it, please get out of my mind!

I have so many things to say before blogging, but now I have no idea at all, perhaps those words are hidden in my heart for too long :(

To a friend, who's gonna leave :)

Another farewell for my friend who is gonna leave to Melbourne for further studies, ONG SOOK YEE :)

Had a great farewell with her and all long-time-no-see friends. We had sushi as lunch and karaoke session as usual but no shouting this time, perhaps that's because it was without Teng ;) Hahaha, finally ears are peaceeee! Hahaha

Well, Sook Yee, all the best to you in Melbourne, hope you'll have tonnes of fun there and be safe of course. Be tough when you face any problems okay? We'll always be with you in Malaysia, Russia and Bali, Hahaha. Lots of love babeh! Good bye and see ya! Muahh <3

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I may have lost you, but I've got.....

I've lost you, but I've got closer to my family;

I've lost you, but I've more time to hang out with my college buddy;

I've lost you, but I've got more laughters with them;

I've lost you, but I've met more friends who care about me;

I've lost you, but I love my besties more;

I've lost you, but I've got a new study attitude;

I've lost you, but I've got a YOU who are happily-living without my existence;

I may have lost you, may have lost the largest part of my heart, may have lost tonnes of happiness, may have lost many more wonderful things in my life; but God will never take our things without giving back something to us, I've filled the lost part with other stuffs. I may be still missing you, but I've learnt to forget you, wish you happiness.

No pain, no gain. I may have lost something important, but I will definitely gain something back. :)

I shall call today as FRIENDSHIP DAY! :D

Woots~ Today is really a happy day :D Only one hour of class and one hour plus of meeting for sports and society. After a week of 8am classes, now only I can feel that I'm still alive! Hahaha. I enjoyed my breakfast before went to college, and had an hour Maths T1 test in the superb cold DK ._. Almost die frozen in the DK, with the new air-con :|

Well, I have joined the swimming club for this semester :D FINALLYYY! Bad news, the instructor is NOT HANDSOME and he's VERY COOL :\ Mr. Ian is so much better, but we still don't know about the coach :D Maybe he will be a better one! Hahaha. Swimming cap is compulsory! ARGHHH! Tak mau boleh ar? I don't wanna look weird with that stupid thingy :'( Hopefully we will really have lots of fun while swimming with all the new friends! :D

I was being very naughty in the SMS meeting, sorry Alvin and Ah Boon! Just wanna make the situation more relaxing and happy, don't be mad at me ya! :D A camp is planned in February! I'm so looking forward on that day! It was years since the last time I went camping and I'm gonna enjoy it so much :D

After the meeting, for the FIRST TIME the guys in our gang invite us for brunch (just invite, not treat :P). We were so touched! :') Hahaha, but we seriously had tonnes of fun while having our brunch, I even laughed until I lost my voice :'D Stupid lame jokes and nonsense! Every serious topic is interrupted by lame jokes, everyone laughed like HELL! Hahaha. Seriously heart the guys so much, they always can make me laugh like nobody's business! :)

The best part of the day is the 'bumping part' ! hahaha. I bumped into Chin Hong, Yeye, Ah Jane and Jamey separately in Chatime :D It's really a coincidence and this made my day! <3 Hehe :>

After all the relaxation, time to struggle again :D Gonna arrange the assignment and start doing mind map plus revision! Gogogogo! Hold on, what's for dinner? ._. Okay, Hahaha, babye! :*