Bye Lower Six! :D

Woots~ Finally finish the first sem of STPM :)

Holidays have started, boring life started as well -.- I'd rather have a very short holiday then continue to have college, at least there are somethings fun when I crap with all my friends, :P

Plus, I can have lunch with my darling at least 2 to 3 times per week, now? I have to work :\ STUPID! And I can only meet him like once or twice a week, it's so less and it can kill me! >: (

Okay, lets talk about the holiday plan :) First, I'm gonna finish all my assignment, co-curiculum record book and projects, then I'm gonna revise all the subjects, I hope I can finish all that goals D:

Plan with friends? Shall see, parents are not satisfied with my final year results, so I think they won't allow me to go :\ But I'll always have my ways :)

I actually wanna travel during this holiday, I wanna go some beaches, Gold Coast Morib, Pangkor Island! D: I WANT! But I think the plan shall postpone until Chinese New Year, since parents don't allow and darling is not free during the holiday.

Staying at home too much is really something annoying :\ Parents are quarreling EVERYDAY! Feel like sewing their mouths! I need peaceful life!

Life.

Life after exam, should be relax and fun, but NO, I still have Biology assignment to rush and R&C project which I don't know what to do with it ._.

Went to Sunway Lagoon right after the exam and it was really fun! :D Leading a group of guys who didn't go to Sunway Lagoon before, it sounds impossible as most of them are from KL ._.

Spent a day with friends, two days with family and few hours with boyfriend after exam, :( it isn't perfect. Although he've finished his assignment, but still don't have much time to accompany me, I really don't mind when he spend time with his friends, but not like most of his time with his friends. When he's with his friends, he won't text with me, that's mean I'll be all alone for few hours, or even a day. :( I really hope you can spend more time with me than your friends, to show how important am I, at least.

i _ _ _ _ you.

Today I'm in a very puzzled mood, I don't know whether you and I have made a right decision this time.

Seriously, I'm afraid, I'm feel insecure, I don't know what are you thinking and I don't know what should I do next. I'm totally idealess. It's really not easy to rescue a relationship, I hope it can be rescued but if it's not, please do let me know earlier.

I don't wish to be in this kind of insecure condition anymore, I wanna feel the safeness and be cheerful as before. Please be the one, who I always think you'll be my knight again, I don't want the heartache anymore.

怀念

I really miss those days,
When we did revision together, had lunch together;
We meet each other even we have a short break between SPM;
We spent most of our spare time, play badminton together, swim together, sit aimlessly in friend's house just because we wanna spend time together;
We went picnic together, you accompany me to visit the museum even you don't like, do you remember the reason why I love our museum date the most? You attend every date that we made, we will never miss any day that we can date;
No matter where I want to go, you'll definitely accompany me, go with me, without any complaint;
Even when you've finished your SPM, you wanna celebrate with your friends, still you'll bring me along;
When was the last time you told me you miss me? When was the last time you post something sweet on my wall? When was the last time you told me "I do it because you like it" ?
Never let me to have a second to think something that I shouldn't. I really miss those days. You've changed, a lot. No matter you realised or not, admit or not, I can really feel strongly, you've changed, you can't deny. You just not the one who you usually be. Can I go back to the past? I want that YOU back. :( ily.

Love Quote

你爱我的话，我的任性你会视作可爱；你爱我的话，我的无理取闹你会视作撒娇；你爱我的话，我的霸道小气你会视作在乎；你爱我的话，我的粘身你会视作甜蜜。但当激情转为平淡，你会否觉得我的任性是在无理取闹？会否觉得我的霸道小气令你困扰？热恋期的你对待我什么都可以，平淡期的你是否也能始终如一？

爱她, 就不要给她乱想的机会.
因为你永远不会知道, 为你乱想的人是多么的爱你.