Friday, December 30, 2011

The year of 2011

Woots ~
The year of 2011 has finally came to an end, this is really a tough year for me!

For education, it's my first year of STPM and finally I've know how difficult it is D: I've got the worst results ever in my life and my dad is damn freaking mad with that and I'm kinda grounded because of that :\ While during the holidays, I did no revision at all! :O This is really really bad, I planned to revise all the syllabus for first year, but I actually did nothing, so sad :(
I'll be having test very very soon but I guess I will fail it again :\ Presentation and assignment still havent been done yet! What did I actually do during the whole holidays?!
Yahh! I'm totally wasting of time during last year, please please, no more laziness next year, STPM is here! PLEASEEEE!

Okay, family stuff, don't know what to say, perhaps as usual, sometime close sometime not D:

Relationship, gone through so many hardships this year, it's like the toughest days for us both, basically because of our attitude :( But no one is perfect, no one suits another person completely, as long as we still loving each other, nothing will be matter, right? :) 31st of Dec is the last day of the year, I actually wanted to celebrate with you so much but I feel so guilty because you can't go celebrate with your friends, hopefully having a new year countdown with me won't be so boring :( looking forward on that day but worrying too.

Okay, Conclusion for this year: Kinda bad luck, too much laziness, should spend more time on things which are more important such as education, LESS ENTERTAINMENT PLEASE! HARDWORKING LER!

Target for next year: spend most of the time on education, try my very best to score all flat in STPM! (DO IT FOR MY MOM!) Love and cherish everyone around me :) Love God! And the most important thing is stick to the goalsssss!
God bless me, God bless everyone :) <3





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Wednesday, December 21, 2011

I'm a happy girl :D

Today is a happy day! :D Have a nice gathering with friends and my darling.
Woots~ we had Korean buffet BBQ as lunch and I was served by my sayang all the time, as usual, hehe. Then we sing K! Bee Ngo, Chin Hong and I were having great fun :D Hopefully we'll have next time very soon.
The happiest moment is POOL MOMENT! :) It's first in my lifetime I play pool, it's really fun playing it, seeing others play also fun! :D Sayang taught me how to play pool, and he praised me! hehe. It's a really HAPPY DAY, and i'm a HAPPY GIRL today :) I want more pool game! <3 >

Thursday, December 15, 2011

淡了

久了就淡了,
当初我们在一起的第二天,我只是随口说了一声我很喜欢惊喜你就马上为我准备了。
现在我们在一起快两年了,但无论我明示还是暗示你都是无动于衷.

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Baby, please take care

Darling is currently busy with his assignment,
he wake up early in the morning, sleep later than midnight just to rush and finish up the work.
I know he is in rush to finish the work and it really get on his nerve,
I don't dare to disturb him, I always ask him to busy with his work first,
it's not that I don't want to be with him,
but I think not disturbing him is the best way to support him.
I'm in deep depression nowadays,
10% is because he got no time to accompany me as I really miss him so much,
90% is because I feel sad seeing him working so hard but I can't help him do anything.
After next Monday,
cafe will be reopening and I'll be busy helping in the kitchen until an unknown time,
when will be our next meet after tomorrow,
I don't know,
but I hope we can meet tomorrow, :(
I really miss him so much.
Baby, please take care.