Time heals, everyone knows time can heal, even me myself know that, but how long it take? One month, two months? One year, two years? Ten years? I don't expect myself to forget, I just want myself to let go, but why it is so difficult? :( Keep myself entertained with friends is the only way I can temporary forget you, but it's just temporary, a very very short while, my friends cannot be with me all the time. The loneliness after my friends left really kill me to death, all the memories strike into my mind all of a sudden, it's like it just happened yesterday. I'm surprised that sometimes I can forget that I'm already single, I still feeling like texting you.
Sometimes I'd wonder how are you? have you let go of me? are you happy with your life now? have you find somebody else who are better than me? have you forgotten everything? or... are you still loving me? :') Yes, so many questions about you still spinning in my head.
It's been so many nights I didn't sleep well, I listen to music until late night; sometimes I even cry..... :( Yes, I miss you, I don't know, don't know how to let go. Soon 25th Feb is gonna arrive, the day when all the happiness started. I know that I'll be extremely sad on that day, very very sad. Haix~ please, God, what I want is just let go of him, forget him.
Every single thing of my life can remind me of you easily. I went One U today, the place where we had so much memories, passing-by the places that we've joked, we argued, we flirted, we took photo, we laughed, we smile, every drop of memories still clearly in my mind. I can't take it, can't take it, please get out of my mind!
I have so many things to say before blogging, but now I have no idea at all, perhaps those words are hidden in my heart for too long :(
