The year of 2011

Woots ~

The year of 2011 has finally came to an end, this is really a tough year for me!

For education, it's my first year of STPM and finally I've know how difficult it is D: I've got the worst results ever in my life and my dad is damn freaking mad with that and I'm kinda grounded because of that :\ While during the holidays, I did no revision at all! :O This is really really bad, I planned to revise all the syllabus for first year, but I actually did nothing, so sad :(

I'll be having test very very soon but I guess I will fail it again :\ Presentation and assignment still havent been done yet! What did I actually do during the whole holidays?!

Yahh! I'm totally wasting of time during last year, please please, no more laziness next year, STPM is here! PLEASEEEE!

Okay, family stuff, don't know what to say, perhaps as usual, sometime close sometime not D:

Relationship, gone through so many hardships this year, it's like the toughest days for us both, basically because of our attitude :( But no one is perfect, no one suits another person completely, as long as we still loving each other, nothing will be matter, right? :) 31st of Dec is the last day of the year, I actually wanted to celebrate with you so much but I feel so guilty because you can't go celebrate with your friends, hopefully having a new year countdown with me won't be so boring :( looking forward on that day but worrying too.

Okay, Conclusion for this year: Kinda bad luck, too much laziness, should spend more time on things which are more important such as education, LESS ENTERTAINMENT PLEASE! HARDWORKING LER!

Target for next year: spend most of the time on education, try my very best to score all flat in STPM! (DO IT FOR MY MOM!) Love and cherish everyone around me :) Love God! And the most important thing is stick to the goalsssss!

God bless me, God bless everyone :) <3

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I'm a happy girl :D

Today is a happy day! :D Have a nice gathering with friends and my darling.
Woots~ we had Korean buffet BBQ as lunch and I was served by my sayang all the time, as usual, hehe. Then we sing K! Bee Ngo, Chin Hong and I were having great fun :D Hopefully we'll have next time very soon.
The happiest moment is POOL MOMENT! :) It's first in my lifetime I play pool, it's really fun playing it, seeing others play also fun! :D Sayang taught me how to play pool, and he praised me! hehe. It's a really HAPPY DAY, and i'm a HAPPY GIRL today :) I want more pool game! <3 >

淡了

久了就淡了，
当初我们在一起的第二天，我只是随口说了一声我很喜欢惊喜你就马上为我准备了。
现在我们在一起快两年了，但无论我明示还是暗示你都是无动于衷.

Baby, please take care

Darling is currently busy with his assignment,

he wake up early in the morning, sleep later than midnight just to rush and finish up the work.

I know he is in rush to finish the work and it really get on his nerve,

I don't dare to disturb him, I always ask him to busy with his work first,

it's not that I don't want to be with him,

but I think not disturbing him is the best way to support him.

I'm in deep depression nowadays,

10% is because he got no time to accompany me as I really miss him so much,

90% is because I feel sad seeing him working so hard but I can't help him do anything.

After next Monday,

cafe will be reopening and I'll be busy helping in the kitchen until an unknown time,

when will be our next meet after tomorrow,

I don't know,

but I hope we can meet tomorrow, :(

I really miss him so much.

Baby, please take care.

Bye Lower Six! :D

Woots~ Finally finish the first sem of STPM :)

Holidays have started, boring life started as well -.- I'd rather have a very short holiday then continue to have college, at least there are somethings fun when I crap with all my friends, :P

Plus, I can have lunch with my darling at least 2 to 3 times per week, now? I have to work :\ STUPID! And I can only meet him like once or twice a week, it's so less and it can kill me! >: (

Okay, lets talk about the holiday plan :) First, I'm gonna finish all my assignment, co-curiculum record book and projects, then I'm gonna revise all the subjects, I hope I can finish all that goals D:

Plan with friends? Shall see, parents are not satisfied with my final year results, so I think they won't allow me to go :\ But I'll always have my ways :)

I actually wanna travel during this holiday, I wanna go some beaches, Gold Coast Morib, Pangkor Island! D: I WANT! But I think the plan shall postpone until Chinese New Year, since parents don't allow and darling is not free during the holiday.

Staying at home too much is really something annoying :\ Parents are quarreling EVERYDAY! Feel like sewing their mouths! I need peaceful life!

Life.

Life after exam, should be relax and fun, but NO, I still have Biology assignment to rush and R&C project which I don't know what to do with it ._.

Went to Sunway Lagoon right after the exam and it was really fun! :D Leading a group of guys who didn't go to Sunway Lagoon before, it sounds impossible as most of them are from KL ._.

Spent a day with friends, two days with family and few hours with boyfriend after exam, :( it isn't perfect. Although he've finished his assignment, but still don't have much time to accompany me, I really don't mind when he spend time with his friends, but not like most of his time with his friends. When he's with his friends, he won't text with me, that's mean I'll be all alone for few hours, or even a day. :( I really hope you can spend more time with me than your friends, to show how important am I, at least.

i _ _ _ _ you.

Today I'm in a very puzzled mood, I don't know whether you and I have made a right decision this time.

Seriously, I'm afraid, I'm feel insecure, I don't know what are you thinking and I don't know what should I do next. I'm totally idealess. It's really not easy to rescue a relationship, I hope it can be rescued but if it's not, please do let me know earlier.

I don't wish to be in this kind of insecure condition anymore, I wanna feel the safeness and be cheerful as before. Please be the one, who I always think you'll be my knight again, I don't want the heartache anymore.

怀念

I really miss those days,
When we did revision together, had lunch together;
We meet each other even we have a short break between SPM;
We spent most of our spare time, play badminton together, swim together, sit aimlessly in friend's house just because we wanna spend time together;
We went picnic together, you accompany me to visit the museum even you don't like, do you remember the reason why I love our museum date the most? You attend every date that we made, we will never miss any day that we can date;
No matter where I want to go, you'll definitely accompany me, go with me, without any complaint;
Even when you've finished your SPM, you wanna celebrate with your friends, still you'll bring me along;
When was the last time you told me you miss me? When was the last time you post something sweet on my wall? When was the last time you told me "I do it because you like it" ?
Never let me to have a second to think something that I shouldn't. I really miss those days. You've changed, a lot. No matter you realised or not, admit or not, I can really feel strongly, you've changed, you can't deny. You just not the one who you usually be. Can I go back to the past? I want that YOU back. :( ily.

Love Quote

你爱我的话，我的任性你会视作可爱；你爱我的话，我的无理取闹你会视作撒娇；你爱我的话，我的霸道小气你会视作在乎；你爱我的话，我的粘身你会视作甜蜜。但当激情转为平淡，你会否觉得我的任性是在无理取闹？会否觉得我的霸道小气令你困扰？热恋期的你对待我什么都可以，平淡期的你是否也能始终如一？

爱她, 就不要给她乱想的机会.
因为你永远不会知道, 为你乱想的人是多么的爱你.

The most stressful exam so far!

Gawsh! Final year exam is on tomorrow! TOMORROW ITSELF! :'(

This is the first time I'm being so stressful for exam, I never care for any exam before this even SPM, I think the main reason making me so stressful is the stupid scholarship, I'd rather I didn't get it wer! :\ Bloody thingy.

For what I need now, besides blessings of God, is your spiritual support, is you to be with me. I'm feeling very upset but I don't even dare to tell you, this is so not right, I suppose to tell you every single feeling of mine, so I decided to do so.

For what I hope is to see you stand right in front of the hall and waiting for me after my exam, but I know it probably won't happen since you're busy too.

I really need you to be there for me to win this fight, I miss you.

It's been three days.

It's been 3 days, 3 days without you. Tears are still there, heart still paining, I'm still in totally lost. Perhaps I'm seriously injured, I can't think, can't focus, can't even sleep and eat, I'm so suffering! I did chat with your classmate, he told me the truth, I'm right, you did lie, BUT WHY? Why my heart is still paining? My heart is persuading me to trust you, my heart want me to admit all your and my friends are lying! I think I'm gonna insane, I'm gonna have dual personalities.
The pain, when I saw you left without turning back, I will never forget that kind pain, the pain I never never never experienced before, and I never want to experience it again. I feel like run to you and ask you don't leave, but I know I can't. I'm in pain, in suffer, I really miss you so much, sooo much. Even when everyone on earth is saying I'm too silly, I still choose to trust you one more time, if I have the chance, even I'm hurt, even I knew you've lied me, even I know you don't love me as much as before. I TRUST YOU.
No one on earth know how hurt am I, it's like a thousand times pain compare to a cut by a knife. And I know, this pain will follow me for a very long time, and I don't know when is the limit.

INJURED.

Everywhere I go, everything I do, even a small action can make me think of you, it's like jabbing my heart with a sharp knife, bleeding non-stop.

I really can't stop myself from crying, tears are not mine anymore, they're not controlled by me, they rolling down from my eyes uncontrollably.

I don't know how much time I will take to recover from this, or I should say I will never recover anymore.

I miss you, I miss you so much. I know I'm very silly, even at this moment, I still hope that you'll come back to me; I still think that you might be missing me now.

You were the one who promised me, you'll never leave me, you'll never make me cry, you'll never............ :'(

Why things can be changed so fast? In few minutes, you're not mine anymore, whenever I think about 'you're not mine anymore' I can't stop crying again!

I still keeping your name as 'mymrtan!' in my phone, I don't wanna change a thing, I don't wanna change my relationship status, my purse, my bottle not even a key chain, because they already became part of my life. I don't dare to open the purse, to see the photo in it, but I don't wanna remove it yet, maybe after I recover.

Help me :'(

Laziness

OMG OMG!

Final exam is so soon, and my laziness is creeping all over my body! D:

Gawsh! Can someone please help me? Or anyone has any medicine for curing laziness? I really can't let this keep going on like this, I'mma DIE if I don't maintain my scholarship!

I think one of the best way to make me study is not to stay at home D: Once I stay at home, I have all kind of entertainment and excuses for myself not to study -.- I think I'd better stay back in college until I finish revision and homework, that shall work better.

Teng Su Fen, I shall miss you :'(

This post is specially dedicate to my best friend, Teng Su Fen! :) who gonna leave us very soon! :'(

It's been 5 years, 5 years of friendship, it's not really that long but I really appreciate it so much :') You're always my best friend, who will always be there whenever I need someone to talk to, need someone to accompany me! Among so many friends, you're the one who I have the least argument with, ;) in fact, no argument also :D

Seriously, Teng, I can't imagine how am I gonna be when you're in so far! :( I can't text u and disturb u like how I used to be. I shall miss all the moments we were together, but not those when you molest me! :P

I promise I'll definitely come to Russia and visit you in these 6 years. Wait me okay? :D

Yours lovely,

ME, your cutest friend, Kar Yee :D

Genting trip with mymrtan! :D

27 August 2011, a date which I was so so damn looking forward to! :) It finally reached and I did enjoy the day.

Went to Genting with my baby boy for 2 days one night. For me, I'm actually not interested with all those roller coaster stuffs, just that I wanna spend time with my HIM :D

Basically, we just doing something meaningless, walking around, eat, go for a few rides, sleep, but these are all not the point! The point is HE is beside me :)

Everything was quite okay, just that my pity boy don't get to sleep at night, perhaps it's because of the strange bed and the flu :( Pity him. He was awake for the whole night, and I was like waking up every hour to see whether he's asleep or not.

But one thing that he did very enjoy is I dry his hair for him XD

The next morning, his face was so emo and tired, he said he's sad because we're gonna apart soon. :( I was just feeling pity over him because he can't get well rest. Then we went back home, I mean his home :O I spent like few hours at there and I was like... kinda awkward because I got no key to go back *blush* but ah boy told me there are nothing to be shy of, because he is my boyfriend not my friend :) awww~

Then we went out for dinner at Fullhouse, then HOME SWEET HOME! :)

I miss him so much and I don't wanna leave to home. :( I wish I can be with all the time!

HOLIDAYS, I'm coming! :D

One more day to holidays! WOWWWW! I'm so freaking excited because this weekends I'm going to Genting Highland with my baby! :D OMG OMG! I'm so happy ;)

Tomorrow will be the last day and I'll have the last subject test! :) In less than 48 hours, I'll be at Genting Highland. Seriously can't wait, my heart is there already!

Well, today is our one and a half year anniversary, but too bad, he's tooooo busy that's why we can't even meet today :( Not to say meet, we don't even text much, damn sad about it. :'(

Today should have basketball practice, but it's cancelled due to the heavy downpour!

My excitement is overwhelming! :D Countdown: ONE MORE DAY LEFT!

Basketball I

Finally had the first basketball game today, it was.... okay, quite fun I guess. :)

It was so unlucky because my shoes which I borrowed from my friend spoiled before I could really start a game, and all the way I've to go and change -.-

Talking about the game today, we just learnt about the basic skills, how to handle the balls, pass the ball, catch the ball, and shoot the ball into the basket :O which is the hardest part for me! I'm seriously not good in shooting :'( NOT GOOD AT ALL! Out of 10 balls that I've shot, only one or two got into the basket, terrible right? :( I know. But maybe my potential is just no there, maybe something else *shrug* Yeap, maybe :D

And Ee Xin banged few balls into me today o.o Got one was like right to my face and I can feel that my cheek bone was like going to break! :O She is a strong girl and basketball on her hands is dangerous, better be extra careful next time.

I was so tired after the game but now I'm a little better after taking a nap :) I think I should prepare for my presentation and maybe revise some Bio? ;)

Bye peeps! :D

Sports! :D

Woots!

Tomorrow is the first day we STPM students having our sport activity and I'm in BASKETBALL CLUB for this semester! :D Amazing right? :P

It's been years I didn't play basketball and I hope I still know how to play, but not to ask me to shoot the ball into the basket, I will never achieve that, HAHAH.

Mommy still hopefully think that I'll grow taller after joining the basketball game ._.

Dear mom, my height is a constant variable since form 3 XD so don't put too much hope on it, I don't want it to disappoint you! ;)

Yeap! I'm totally looking forward to tomorrow's game and I hope I won't fall like how I did in standard five, that was a terrible memory! :O God bless :)

06 August 2011

其实我不想这样野蛮，这样不讲道理

是我对自己没信心，所以整天猜疑你，对我有几真，

所以想试下你对我有几真，

我真的很怕我眼前的是一场梦，是我自作多情.

From: Point No Return.

IT READS MY MIND. ME LIKEY ♥

Such a meaningful day :D

Today I woke up early in the morning, went to college extra early and did a very meaningful thing -- donate blood :D

Now only I knew my blood type is O, Yay! :D

After they've withdrawn 450 ml of blood from my body, I still can't feel anything, not even a little dizzy :D See see, my body is so strong! ;) *PROUD*

And earlier, I've signed myself up as an organ donor :) I've received my donor card yesterday and I'm so happy! Yeap, helping people really make someone feel happy, so please sign yourself up as an organ donor too :) log on to www.agiftoflife.gov.my to know more! And remember to inform your family about that, encourage to be an organ donor too! :D

Oh wait! I think I'm like doing a commercial advertisement :O Better stop this topic. Teheee.

Today I got so so so frustrated when I can't contact him, I was damn worry for no reason, tears rolling in my eyes. Baby, if you saw this post, please never never repeat this again, I don't like the feeling! :(

Richman Cafe

After waiting for so long, dad's cafe is now finally opened. :)

The first day was so damn busy, we can consider it as many customers but too bad, we got many complaints too :(

Maybe that's our first time opening a cafe, we still can't handle it well, but we'll try our best to improve ;)

Anyway, still have to thanks for all the comments from the customers, although most of them are negative comments, nevertheless, we'll take it into consideration to have more improvement.

Now I really have to come out with an idea, how to make the food served faster. Although the chefs already tried their best to be fast, still it's quite slow. I don't know why, but this is the main issue that complained by the customers, MUST SOLVE IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, to save all the customers back. :) It's quite stressful though.

Besides the cafe, I have to be more concentrate on my studies too :( It's getting worse as I spent most of the time to help before this. Now I need to rearrange my schedule and make more time for my education. :( SO LIFELESS! :'(

How I wish I won't have so much troubles to think about, I can be a happy girl at least :(

I'M OFFICIALLY SEXY EIGHTEEN ! :D

HOORAY! :D I'm officially 18 now! I'm so so happy!

Had a big big blast with my friends even before my birthday, and a SUPER BIG blast on my birthday with my boy! :)

Practically, I got no cake on my birthday :( No blowing candles, no wish! That's the only sad part, the rest is still not bad :D I got quite lots of surprise this year! :) From my classmates, sister and of course darling :)

Dear sis gave me this Denim iPhone Casing :D

Both mom and sayang gave me bags as present.

Sayang bought me the nike bag that I've wanted it for so long! :D Thanks baby :*

I celebrated birthday with my darling after college at One-U. Basically it was an eating tour, XD. We ate 2 meals in 3 or 4 hours.

Shilin then Chili's :)

One sad thing about the birthday is I didn't get to blow candle and cut cake on my birthday :( I wanna make a birthday wish! Nevertheless, I'll have TWO next year! :D

My 18th birthday is normal yet happy :) Hopefully my following birthday will be the same happy, I'll have my family, my boy and my friends with me. :D I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

Tiring, yet fun day :)

Woots! :) Today was a totally fun and meaningful day in college although it was damn damn tiring.

Our class was chosen to help the lecturers for the Pre-U camp, which means we'll have to be the nanny of the form 5 students for a few hours. :)

I had so much fun with these adik-adik and they're nice to talk to. ;)

We had some activities like, ice breaking, filling the comics bubble, maths poker game, observe the cells and throwing eggs. :D And of course people like the throwing eggs the most and the students are all very creative. But too badI didn't capture any photos for of their structures because I was too busy to look around. XD

Not only us, and adik-adik, the lecturers were also very enjoy and Miss Christina was non stop capturing, HHAHA. For the first time Miss Christina and Mr. Keong spoke cantonese to us, it was.... cute XD Before the event ended, I volunteer myself to share some opinions on why I choose to take STPM in TarC instead of high school. Well, I'm not advertising or promoting the college but I just share the things that I feel it's good and worth to share :P

The last part, was the best and worst part! THE SURPRISE PARTY FOR JULY'S BABIES! OH Gawsh! It was totally a surprise and I never thought about that :D Thanks my classmates for doing me that, appreciate it so much :') and too bad, Suanne has missed it because she went back earlier, that's why I said not good to skip class :P hehe

They were playing with the spray and style my hair with snow -.- Okay, since I'm the July's baby, so it's okay for them to play, for this month ONLY.

Awww :) It was really a wonderful day with my friends, adiks and the lecturers, hope to have this kind of event again in future time, very soon perhaps :)

WORST DAY !

I'm experiencing the worst month ever! As I said in my previous post, I'm so so so bad luck! And TODAY, it's the most unlucky day SO FAR. I met an accident :\ Which I never experienced it before! What the Fruit! >:|

I'm so regret why am I following the route, if I just follow the usual way, it won't happen! Maybe it's just something called fate! :\ 3 cars bang together because the first car emergency brake and just left like that! WTF! I was the 3rd car and the 2nd car, a proton saga is a bloody bastard f*cking person! HE AND HIS FATHER IS o0o ! I got no words to describe them. They just put all the blame on me! And want me to pay for the car repairing fee! TALK TO MY FINGERS, BASTARD!

That was not the worst part, my mom :\ she's non-stop blaming me, scolding me, grumbling, nagging and soooo on! Have she ever thought about how I feel? My feelings? Maybe a regard? NO! Nothing at all. Not even asking "Are you alright?" or "Don't be afraid." NONE! Nothing much she told except scolding and blaming. NOT CARING AT ALL. I got very depressed and disappointed. Even my auntie who was not so close to me do better caring job than her. F*cking depressing.

I'm so tired right now after being so sad and so angry. :\ A little headache even, the worst part I'll have test tomorrow and I got no mood to study at all. I just wanna get some rest, perhaps. Don't ever ask about the accident if you knew about it, I don't wanna mention even a word.

STRESSFUL!

Few days ago, I've posted a post about how good July is! :\ But now, it's a big NO! It's ain't good at all! >:(

I was so unlucky in the past few days and I don't wish to talk about it anymore. But one thing, the most disappointing one, is I can't celebrate my birthday at Genting :( Mom is not allowing! HOW SAD! Terribly sad! :'(

As I said, July is a test month, and I was a little stressful over the test, just a little. But....... listen, there's a BUT! I'm damn stressful due to the biology! GAWSHH! Things are getting more and more to memorise! And my brain is getting more useless! I can't even remember a thing although I've spent so much time on this blardy subject! Holy shit! >:\ And tomorrow, teacher is going to continue teaching a whole new chapter. How great! D: I haven't even process the previous chapter properly.

*Deep deep sigh* Okay, I still have to learn the new chapter, still have to carry on my studies. Tomorrow will be a brand new day :D and I hope it will be a good day! NO MORE BAD LUCK PLEASE! God bless :) Amen!

Time to off to bed! GOOD NIGHT PEEPS :)

July starts! :D

Hello July! :D It's July it's July! My birthday month :D

I'm so excited :)

July is gonna be a busy month, I'll be having tests, co-cu activities, preparation of presentation for PA, and birthday parties!

Next week is exam week! Really need to study, especially Biology :O it's a very very tough subject, I have so much things to memorise!

Okay, actually I got nothing much to talk about, just feeling blogging because it's JULY! XD I know it's a lame reason ._. Fine, bye! ;)

Boring boring Sunday! :\

IT'S SUNDAY! Ohh :( So fast, Monday is coming and another new week is going to start. I still haven't get enough of resting! :(

It's a boring Sunday. I woke up early in the morning to have breakfast with my family then all of them just left for work, tuition and so on. And NOW, I'm at home ALL ALONE! How sad!

I miss yesterday! It was so so happy to spend time with ..... :D We had korean cuisine as our lunch and I was so so full! Burp! :O

Then we went to the zoo, yeap, that's the right word, ZOO! :D It was a sudden plan because we got nothing to do and I don't want to go back home so early :) At first, ..... was a little not satisfy with the hot weather but ended up ..... was much more happier than me! Haha, because the last time ..... been to zoo was over 10 years ago. ...was acting like a tourist who first visit to the zoo :D I don't really seeing at the animals but ....., because ..... was just too cute! hehe.

Oh ya! Then I bump into 2 of my besties :D Bee Ngo of course, who working at there; and Janice with her boyfriend! :) who I never expect will meet them there! ;) It's been a long time I didn't meet her:) Miss ya!

Then of course back home! Hopefully next time willhave another chance to go to zoo with all the besties and ..... :D I believe it will be damn fun! ;)

Between, June is going to an end, which means July is coming, birthday is coming :D and tests are coming too >: \ that's terrible! Birthday month is exam month! :(

However, I still looking forward for my birthday! :D Hopefully will have a big big blast on that day, and a surprise! :D It's been a long time I didn't get one, tehee.

Happy Papa's Day! :D

First of all, Happy Papa's Day to all the papas on earth! :D Or maybe out of the earth ;)

Today we celebrated papa's day in fewww places and bro is back to celebrate with us :D It's been years he never come back to home.

We went shopping at Mid Valley, the Garden and Pavilion and boughtso many stuffs! Wohoo! :D

Mom and Dad bought themselves LV bags :( ISH! I'm so jealous, how I hope I can earn my own money faster and get myself one too! The purses are so tempting! Bro just promised will get me one on my birthday, but I don't know it's true or not, I wonder :\

After that lunch at Din Tai Fung :) Had so much yummy food! NOM NOM NOM!

Then continue shopping, :D

Nike school bag, smart casual wear, pants and clothes! WOW! SHOP TIL I DROP! Yeap, we spent so much money today! :) So have to be more saving now, I guess o.0

I still have few clothes with Bee Ngo which haven't pay yet, oppsie! Perhaps that's the last time! tehee :)

Ya anyway, it's been a nice weekends ;D I enjoy both Saturday and Sunday with significant people in my life! ;) LOVEIT! Gotta start to do homework, I touch non of it during the weekends :O BYE PEEPS! :D

School reopen! Opps! Is college reopen ;)

Oh Emm Gee! 2 weeks of holiday just past like that, without any meaningful thing happened! Okay, that's sucks! That's the results of procrastination, REGRETFUL!

We have a new timetable to follow now, it's even more pack and annoying :\ So from now on, please, no more honeymoon honeymoon! MAKE YOUR MIND and START TO STUDY HARD! You have only one and a half year for the bloody STPM and you are now having your own sweet time doing nothing? Are you okay? :\

*Okay, end the self-encouragement session*

Oh Gawsh! One more thing, I dyed my hair in the hair salon again today :| and it's a... okay I don't know what to say about it, maybe a mess!

I was planning to dye copper red, it's like brownish-red, but end up it became RED! Urghh! Red! The color that I've sworn to myself that I'll never dye! And now it's on my hair! What a misery! But ya, as I said, it's ALREADY on my hair, so what to do? Just accept! I washed my hair twice after came back from salon, and now I feel it's better, not as worse as I think, still.... acceptable. But how the others will think? urghh, who cares? As long as I'm confident ;)

I've got ready to be made fun of. Yah, by my classmates! You guys are sucks! :P in a good way ;) just make sure you guys don't go beyond my boundary! Or else, I don't know what will happen. XD

Okay, busy life is gonna begin tomorrow! Can someone please remind me every minute, NO PROCRASTINATION! Treasure my time! :) please, everyone who read this post, remind me of that okay? :) your kindness is appreciated! tehee.

Chemistry test is on tomorrow! I guess I'm ready, I guess :'( Hopefully I can understand the questions at least. God, please be kind enough to bless me, Amen!

That's all for today peeps ;) I'll stop nagging! haha. Good night everyone! ;)

Homework!

HOMEWORK! :\

After a week of holiday, finally I made up my mind and start doing the holiday homework! XD Actually I have not much homework but I'm just being too lazy to start doing it, teheee!

I started by doing PA karangan first and I just finished one :)

before I start the second one, I would like to blog first! :D wee~

I hate karangan with words limit :\

Oh ya! :D I'm having fun with my macbook webcam recently! :D

Check out this new photo! It's so cute :D ME LIKEYY IT SO MUCH! It's taken using the bulge effect ;)

Ya, by the way, today is duan wu jie :)

It's the dumpling festival.

Did you guys ate any dumpling today? No? pity fellow :P I've eaten two big one, and three tiny one today! HAHA :D so full~

AND Happy Dumpling Day! (I just simply translate ;) hehe)

Hope you peeps have a nice day :)

Time to continue my second essay! BYE!

Holiday!

The first week of holiday just past :) But I don't think I used the holiday efficiently D: I did non of the homework and do no revision :\ That's really bad!

Well, it's time to start the work! :D NO MORE PROCRASTINATION!

WORK HARD HARD HARD!

Boy is being so busy nowadays and got no time to accompany me :( So I must find my own activities too I think :O Not to be too depending.

Should start inviting friends to have some group discussion. OH GAWSH! I almost forget the chemistry test, revision! >:\

BITCH! START STUDYING! DON'T BE LAZY!

Subjects!

It's the third week of college! :D and we'll be having 2 weeks break after this week!

WOHOO!

I think it's time for me to rearrange what I've learnt in these two weeks ;)

So far was okay, I think.

Maths T1 is getting more difficult, T2 is still okay, I think I still can handle it so far.

Well, biology and chemistry are a little challenging, or I should say it's getting more challenging as the details are very hard to memorise now.

For PA, I think it really needs more space for me to memorise all those histories that I hate so much! :\

Today we had a counseling session with Miss June, and I felt better now :D

At least I understand more about what I've studied in these past two weeks, I think teacher was going too fast before this, and her language is a little bit hard to understand, tehee :]

For maths T1, I think I need another consultation session with Mr. Chin, the questions are too difficult to do, I can't figure out how he able to do so! @@

For others, so far I think I still can handle it.

CHEMISTRY IS HAVING TEST RIGHT AFTER THE BREAK!

Isn't it too fast for us to have a test now? (I know a-level even had it on the second week)

I think I really need to screw my two weeks holidays to focus on my studies properly!

Okay, it's time to off to bed! :)

I'm waking up early tomorrow to finish up my homework!

And I'm having badminton games with my classmates tomorrow, kinda looking forward! :D

Good night, peeps! 0:)

The May Birthday Girls :D

Another weekend! :D

It's not easy to wait until weekend after a long week! :)

Today our class had celebrated birthday for all the May birthday girl, especially Rowena ;) We gave her big surprise! :D

We actually have so much fun today.

The May birthday girls :D

Rowena and Ee xin

Our first class photo! :)

All the steady guys are standing at behind! HAHA!

The romantic guys! xD

Besides, today also our first day to wear the lab coat and have our experiment, so it's time toact like a professor! HAHA!

Professor Ong xD

The gangster professor

You guys are there lar! ;)

I believe there will bemore funny picture soon! xD

Time for bed! :)

Good night!

Launching! :D

My new blog is now officially LAUNCH! :D

No reason but just feel like having a new blog so it's also a new starting!

I'm now in a new stage of life, college life. :)

So far I'm still able to cope with the stress and I'm happy that I have some crazy friends with me :D

Wish me luck! ;)