It's been 3 days, 3 days without you. Tears are still there, heart still paining, I'm still in totally lost. Perhaps I'm seriously injured, I can't think, can't focus, can't even sleep and eat, I'm so suffering! I did chat with your classmate, he told me the truth, I'm right, you did lie, BUT WHY? Why my heart is still paining? My heart is persuading me to trust you, my heart want me to admit all your and my friends are lying! I think I'm gonna insane, I'm gonna have dual personalities.
The pain, when I saw you left without turning back, I will never forget that kind pain, the pain I never never never experienced before, and I never want to experience it again. I feel like run to you and ask you don't leave, but I know I can't. I'm in pain, in suffer, I really miss you so much, sooo much. Even when everyone on earth is saying I'm too silly, I still choose to trust you one more time, if I have the chance, even I'm hurt, even I knew you've lied me, even I know you don't love me as much as before. I TRUST YOU.
No one on earth know how hurt am I, it's like a thousand times pain compare to a cut by a knife. And I know, this pain will follow me for a very long time, and I don't know when is the limit.
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