INJURED.

Everywhere I go, everything I do, even a small action can make me think of you, it's like jabbing my heart with a sharp knife, bleeding non-stop.

I really can't stop myself from crying, tears are not mine anymore, they're not controlled by me, they rolling down from my eyes uncontrollably.

I don't know how much time I will take to recover from this, or I should say I will never recover anymore.

I miss you, I miss you so much. I know I'm very silly, even at this moment, I still hope that you'll come back to me; I still think that you might be missing me now.

You were the one who promised me, you'll never leave me, you'll never make me cry, you'll never............ :'(

Why things can be changed so fast? In few minutes, you're not mine anymore, whenever I think about 'you're not mine anymore' I can't stop crying again!

I still keeping your name as 'mymrtan!' in my phone, I don't wanna change a thing, I don't wanna change my relationship status, my purse, my bottle not even a key chain, because they already became part of my life. I don't dare to open the purse, to see the photo in it, but I don't wanna remove it yet, maybe after I recover.

Help me :'(